Should I?

Things are getting to a crux.

Should I put Baby outta her misery and put her to sleep eternally? Can I do that? Is there no other way?

If I don't... what will happen to Baby and me?

Honestly, if I really do put Baby to sleep, I wanna go with her. It's only fair to her. I know I have no right to decide this kinda stuff for her, but alot of times I think she's suffering badly and I'm not doing enough for her. It pains my heart.

But does that mean that by putting her to sleep means I only wanna put my own mind at peace? Can I be so selfish? Especially when she love me whole heartedly?

What should I do? Time is running out...